Another Saturday, another Limbus. After not even going last week, I could barely muster up the enthusiasm to go to this thing. I'm trying to figure out if it's for purely selfish reasons (I have absolutely no use for Homam anything, or really anything from Appollyn until I get the yarn from Temenos) or just pure boredom. The shell made a good choice in putting me in the leftover party - I had hardly any interest in the normally epic Proto-Omega fight.
Lately it's been feeling like a chore just logging in. Perhaps it's just because I have a lot of personal issues going on, but the excitement I used to get from logging into this thing seems like a distant memory. With XIV on the horizon I can't find the enthusiasm to work toward any meaningful goal in XI recently. Until June, it's all been done before.
The only thing that was remotely interesting in XI lately has been the Wings of the Goddess quests/missions (which was what I was doing when I basically blew off my Limbus group last week.) But I promised to wait for Gaffy for any future fights, and he's never on.
I hope nobody in Blue has been taking my recent strange behaviour personally. It's just... the magic has been lost in this game; at least for me.
Here, I'll post all the stuff that goes through my head as it pertains to the online fantasy game, Final Fantasy XI. Most posts will likely will be about the job White Mage (as I'm still learning new things about the job to this day) but I'll also post about what I've done recently in-game, my observations on other players' tactics, and my overall view of the state of the game in general from time to time.
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